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This is not me. But I could do so much more.
2005-09-07 - 10:05 p.m.

So there's this girl, and she's that girl in high school that talked too much in class and questioned everything the teacher said. The one that everyone dubbed "the know it all," and maybe even the Teacher's Pet or something as equally dumb.


She's so over-zealous about school and she seems so excited for college, like this is where she wants to flourish. You can see it in the way she talks, you can see it the way she walks, I can even see it in the way she eats her apple during the hall meeting.


And I'm...jealous of her. That she has a passion for something, or at least wants to find something that she likes. That she feels some of her opinions are valid, and that she can talk to people.


You know that feeling, when you're doing something and someone walks by you and you're positive they've stopped to watch you, and you pretend that it's not bothering you and you try to act like nobody's there at all? And when you finally get the guts to turn around to make eye contact you find out they never stopped at all, or that they've moved on long ago? Yeah, me too.

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