History repeats itself, over and over and over. I've made myself vulnerable again and now the rest of my time will be spent trying to reclaim that ground.

It was good to talk things out. I don't know about settling the Jon things. What did I expect? But she knows some of the things I think. Most, if not everything, is off my chest.

She's going to move to Boston with friends and I'll stay wherever for the moment. It's not the end of the world, but it feels like the beginning of that, just based on past experiences.