She called me from London today crying because she found out a friend from home had killed himself. She just wanted to talk and I couldn't even give her that because I was on my way out the door to see some Wal-Mart brand Cirque du Soleil and wouldn't be back until 2am my time, 7am her time. Anger gives way to the realization that sometimes we need each other. Stop trying to keep track of what a relationship is and just have one.