A long night of faces. An awful party that none of us ever should have gone to, but we made the best of it. I got my $25 worth in hors d'oeuvres, beer, and dancing like an idiot. Ugly drunk middle school acquaintances tripping over me. So much laughing. I saw everyone I felt like I hadn't seen in forever. I dropped off the ex-boyfriend of my ex-girlfriend (before and after), to whom I played the same role (before and after) and all I could think of when he left the car was what an awesome dude he is.

Nothing was wrong at all.

But even at the end of the night, I'm sitting, coughing, in a car while frost closes in on me and I can't see anything anymore.