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can you just feel confident in one decision that you've made? just one?
2012-08-17 - 12:55 a.m.

This is like breaking up.

I know that I can survive without her. I don't even like her half the time. She doesn't like me. I'm not getting what I want out of it. I want to play loud music, this isn't loud music. I've made the best of it, but she's not going to change. And I can't change her.

Sam says that I can do it on my own. Take this new job, keep tutoring at the same time. Build the empire around that.

Is this selling out? I feel like it is.

I don't have his confidence, but that's not going to stop me from going for it.

So here is my goal: to tour on music I've written and feel good about it.

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