Something is happening inside me and it isn't great. I'll know it's real bad when I can't get out of bed and I stop eating, but for now everything's under control. I'm just being affected by everything I watch and every game I play. It started when I opened the door to my apartment after a week away. I can feel myself aging, and I have no idea what is going on. I feel alone. I feel ugly. I feel sick. I think it's because I started drinking milk again.