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la dispute - the most beautiful/bitter fruit
2014-01-30 - 1:44 a.m.

so was our touch half as sacred as I made it seem?
or just another fabrication of a half-dream?

Listening to a lot of this whiny post-hardcore lately. Just this song, I guess. I feel dumb when I do, but I well up when he says that line. It tugs at me and makes me think of being in that bed with her, feeling something that wasn't really there. I want to play it for her and say with my eyes wide and smiling, "This! This is how I feel about you and me! Does this make you like me?" But that would be adolescent and dramatic and also pretty weird. It plays on repeat in my head while my body moves around during the day. I'm someplace else.

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