Kind of in shock, I guess? I think things are going to be changing a lot in the next year. I feel very unprepared, like he's just going to go at some point without teaching me how to live. I don't know where any of my money is, and he has so much shit in his house. He cashed out half of his shares of a particular company, said it was to unburden himself, rid himself of debt. Oh, now the shock is kind of wearing off and it hurts.