Must keep myself occupied for a week. I said this would never happen again, not that it actually happened in the first place, but it's more the taking of the chance of it happening again that I said would never happen again. And that happened again. So in that sense...I've failed?

My gut says this is a medium-sized woop, NBD, probably freaking myself out. Head says it's not probable, but possible.

In any case, I don't want to have a kid.