Having a girlfriend again feels like having a girlfriend again. It's like playing a video game I've played before.

Trying not to template match, trying to be aware of the things that drove K away from me three years ago, waiting for the feeling that creeps up after the beginning of all the nothings that came before this. Waiting for her to find out that I'm really not that great, I'm actually kind of a prick.

Not really sure what the point is, not sure what it's leading towards, should I give up now?

In love and life, these are the questions I ask myself.