2022-12-20 - back here
2021-04-03 - tldr - have to decide about hip surgery, am scared
2020-09-17 - Get me out of everything
2020-09-10 - too much sitting today
2019-06-18 - califorrrrrniaaaaaaa, californiaaaaaaaaa, here we caaaaaaame
2017-10-17 - done
2017-09-07 - I ran almost 12 miles yesterday and I don't feel a thing
2017-08-18 - I honestly feel like I'm high on cocaine
2017-03-25 - Back in city baybeeeeeeee
2017-02-09 - ah, fuck
2016-10-15 - Artifact
2016-10-03 - if we ever move in together, she'll have to get rid of at least 75% of her things
2015-11-08 - tour dates
2015-10-30 - i guess i'll touch on my concerns about the tour some other time. fackkkkk.
2015-09-23 - it's very surreal still to watch ian and chad being successful. they're like a minor character on a sitcom that has some inexplicable success later on in the episode.
2015-07-03 - Honestly the Wonder Years suck and the only commonality between us is that they use distorted guitars. They fucking suck. Fuck them.
2015-06-17 - obf on ha
2015-06-16 - two paths diverged in a yellow wood
2015-05-16 - Tour. Mine. Finally.
2015-04-22 - that simple urge to just be DED
2015-04-08 - press release
2015-02-12 - than I already deem myself
2015-02-01 - el nombre / la carta
2015-01-28 - contact, daily
2015-01-01 - usually it's me waking up and muttering "i'm going to fucking kill myself"
2014-12-25 - Thinking of robin a lot
2014-12-15 - maybe i think it will make me stronger in the end. or something.
2014-12-01 - we'll see what some sleep does
2014-12-01 - if I keep walking in straight lines
2014-11-25 - Not going to even touch on music tonight.
2014-11-15 - i have two weeks to find a new home. or move to LA.
2014-11-07 - i think i hate new music
2014-11-01 - not ready yet, not ready yet
2014-10-24 - I'd call it every morning but that's a sugar Ray song. Sorry.
2014-10-21 - pay for vacation
2014-10-18 - It has been: 200 days without incident of p in va-g
2014-10-13 - sun kil moon is okay I guess
2014-10-06 - It's funnier out of context
2014-10-03 - it would be cute if I was eleven
2014-09-28 - Aside from texting like someone born in 1946, a nice surprise
2014-09-28 - Charleston here we come
2014-09-26 - now that is a weird realization to come to
2014-08-20 - I really don't think this is worth talking about to anyone else
2014-08-17 - please stop contacting me
2014-08-11 - Code red
2014-08-04 - the same way that respect would factor into a relationship with a non-musician
2014-08-02 - Marc's Wedding
2014-07-15 - wayne gretsky, the only man I'd have sex with
2014-07-14 - it's not fishing; it's insecurity
2014-07-06 - the field
2014-07-01 - it's like i need a goddamn mantra or something
2014-06-22 - I just listen to my mental constructs of close friends when seeking advice
2014-06-15 - Syracuse
2014-06-07 - Sam
2014-04-23 - eulogy
2014-04-18 - I could see everything
2014-04-17 - I'll probably just go back to doing that other thing I don't like
2014-04-14 - I'm going to get a reputation at this pizza place
2014-04-09 - steve is going to produce my next record
2014-03-29 - I did not like the bar
2014-03-19 - the cape
2014-03-14 - my eyes are killing me
2014-02-24 - it got weird but I don't know why
2014-02-08 - it's never over
2014-02-06 - afterlife
2014-02-02 - Maybe you know what I'm talking about
2014-01-30 - la dispute - the most beautiful/bitter fruit
2014-01-21 - To [scratched out], for everything
2014-01-15 - you'll see me on saturday
2014-01-11 - sorry. I'm almost done reading High Fidelity
2014-01-09 - Jennifer Lopez in: Enough
2014-01-05 - enough
2014-01-04 - To think everyone else is just like me
2013-12-20 - gone for 14 days
2013-12-17 - it seems so important now, but you will get over
2013-12-08 - follow up
2013-12-02 - Harvey Milk said to do it, too. Not directly, but it's fine and he's right.
2013-11-24 - Sam
2013-10-24 - Wowzas.
2013-10-21 - you used to feel like a forest fire burning
2013-10-03 - Uncomfortably Comfortable
2013-09-28 - just live with me. what the fuck is your problem.
2013-09-12 - what a funny night
2013-08-19 - all in all 10 miles
2013-08-15 - all the way to california to commune with the dead
2013-08-09 - my eyes are permanently bloodshot
2013-08-02 - tachophobia
2013-07-25 - always snap traps
2013-07-21 - go. to. bed.
2013-07-12 - i feel like i have to not, you know?
2013-07-05 - I'm not every bit the same as I was. But I'm pretty close.
2013-06-26 - leave it for a while, then come back
2013-06-24 - peace be still
2013-06-19 - I could go anywhere. I could just pick a spot on the map.
2013-06-09 - to commune with the dead
2013-06-04 - they're beaming the signals straight into my head
2013-05-28 - bash my ankles apart and stuff
2013-05-26 - A year of kisses that make me feel yuck
2013-05-20 - god i hope i don't get herpes
2013-05-07 - manifesto
2013-05-03 - learning to shut up
2013-05-01 - Then I'll decide.
2013-04-30 - if you wanted company, you wouldn't live alone
2013-04-21 - good
2013-03-27 - first song, first show
2013-03-25 - full-band. It was only okay.
2013-03-16 - shallow as fuck
2013-03-16 - we kissed outside a bar. I've never done that.
2013-03-13 - I eat peanut butter before bed every night, so I'm aware that this is my own fault
2013-03-08 - "Oh my god, he sounds just like Aladdin."
2013-03-02 - "I DEDUCED IT."
2013-02-20 - memoirette-ette
2013-02-19 - i'll share it with you as soon as it's released, but no one I've ever showed likes it
2013-02-15 - i used to
2013-02-14 - I guess I can't write anymore?
2013-01-19 - dear diary, OMG LOL ROFL TTYL
2012-12-23 - we went straight home
2012-12-14 - Geminids
2012-12-10 - presently
2012-12-04 - Jerusalem
2012-11-24 - it was funny when chuck said 'diaryland used to be pretty popular.' i laughed really loudly. no one else did.
2012-11-23 - secret of the easy yoke
2012-11-15 - figment
2012-11-14 - -
2012-11-13 - hood to hood, block to block
2012-11-12 - dreams are better
2012-11-10 - earplugs
2012-11-08 - new digs
2012-11-07 - johnny foreigner
2012-11-01 - last night
2012-10-31 - goodnight sandy
2012-10-30 - as dead as leaves
2012-10-22 - half
2012-10-16 - not good at all
2012-10-15 - she isn't bad, she just doesn't make any sense
2012-10-07 - unlimited metro card
2012-10-05 - an excerpt from a cover letter I wish I had the stones to send
2012-10-03 - bands with managers
2012-09-25 - this is happening quickly
2012-09-05 - life of mediocrity vs life of hokey quasi-success
2012-09-03 - there are choppers doing flybys over my apartment. GET TO THE CHOPPER.
2012-08-30 - Plugged the Christmas lights in
2012-08-26 - I wish one of these goddamn girls would call me back.
2012-08-19 - River Roots
2012-08-18 - I wish I could fall asleep with the tv on.
2012-08-17 - can you just feel confident in one decision that you've made? just one?
2012-08-16 - mannnnnn
2012-08-14 - I got a number. How do you like them apples.
2012-07-29 - family reunion
2012-07-28 - all i want to do is drive cars real fast all night
2012-07-24 - rejected
2012-07-15 - what I was going to write fit better in remember-it
2012-07-13 - i get a 6 hour break to sleep
2012-07-12 - we may feel the same. we may feel the same. we may feel the same.
2012-07-11 - i cherish solitude
2012-07-09 - travel with spoon to mix this cake batter
2012-07-01 - It is so tired in this time zone.
2012-06-30 - R smiles and laughs and treats me like a person
2012-06-28 - I can't believe how deluded I am. Get a job.
2012-06-28 - Let's be honest here, it was the Good Will Hunting and we all know it. Just agree with me.
2012-06-25 - x-posted to infinityyyyyyyyyy. okay i'll stop.
2012-06-19 - gr8 job.
2012-06-17 - weird. weird. weird. weird. weird. weird. weird.
2012-06-16 - Watching shutter island didn't help. And this is the roommate I don't know.
2012-06-08 - always going to the bathroom always say you'll be right back
2012-06-06 - can't see why you'd want to live here
2012-06-04 - off to california
2012-06-01 - you'll never be so close again
2012-05-28 - i see what you did there
2012-05-20 - lots of tiny vessels
2012-05-16 - i'll just leave it there because that's all that really needs to be said
2012-05-15 - she is an ex-debutante homecoming queen. how did this happen.
2012-05-13 - I have no idea what just happened
2012-05-06 - going to fly back to new york city 36 hours
2012-04-30 - retreat, punta gorda
2012-04-24 - i get so scared of bedbugs
2012-04-20 - It's coming to a head
2012-04-17 - listening to old mixes
2012-04-14 - I miss my beautiful friend
2012-04-11 - god this hurts every time.
2012-04-10 - i know, i've got nothing on real problems
2012-04-09 - hey everybaaady it's daylin!!!!
2012-04-05 - is it even green? i don't see colors.
2012-04-02 - sloths all around. days off suck. fuck you.
2012-04-02 - nothing of any substance today. sorz.
2012-03-21 - face the consequences of your actions, get it together, just try
2012-03-20 - the last three nights all melded together.
2012-03-18 - Change, for me now. Change for me now.
2012-03-15 - Tell me how to look, okay. Just don't tell me who i can fall for. I will end you.
2012-03-11 - last night of tour, then bullshit sxsw
2012-03-05 - don't update during server moves
2012-02-28 - fans are not girlfriend material
2012-02-17 - right by my doorstep and over my head
2012-02-13 - creep
2012-02-11 - Back to Boston, no one's home
2012-02-10 - bouncing back and forth between blossoming career and failed love. it's all i've got now.
2012-02-09 - goodbye
2012-02-03 - keep in touch
2012-02-02 - too much pedro the lion, i'm festering
2012-01-31 - e-mail to Katie
2012-01-30 - tried to nap today
2012-01-28 - sick bells
2012-01-23 - End of my life
2012-01-09 - Conan, January 24th
2012-01-07 - That morning I woke I got to my feet, I cooked up some coffee then went back to sleep, It's just these days, these days, yeah
2011-12-27 - didn't mean to kill her, but I gone done did it
2011-12-17 - got my first mix back. took a day and half. fuck that other dude. srsly.
2011-12-14 - All of my senses intact.
2011-12-10 - Starkwasser
2011-12-05 - production hell
2011-12-03 - LCD soundsystem
2011-11-20 - posting old pictures is a straw, too
2011-11-19 - Sketches of My 4 Days as a Bus Boy
2011-11-12 - a year in korea
2011-11-07 - my mother, 2006
2011-10-28 - feck yauuuuu, feck yauuuuuu, feck yauuuuu
2011-10-26 - one week. haha. barenaked ladies. remember playing that in the van?!
2011-10-23 - if you want to be sad you should watch it
2011-10-10 - walking holds a special place in my head
2011-09-28 - she had a nice voice
2011-09-25 - trying to decide when I should call her again
2011-08-24 - odd
2011-08-09 - sleep
2011-08-04 - the only camera I had back then was a sony point and shoot that i didn't know how to use
2011-08-03 - A Strange Thing
2011-08-02 - house sitting
2011-07-14 - i am despicable
2011-06-30 - a noon entry. ha.
2011-06-29 - but srsly, his business cards and leave-behinds are the greatest things i've ever seen
2011-06-27 - thank yous
2011-06-20 - most of me is a dickbag
2011-06-13 - I will never go to the movies alone, because I just need to talk to someone about what I watch
2011-05-31 - i stopped dreaming again
2011-05-22 - to play music. to make rent. to hopefully starve to death.
2011-05-13 - i was wrong i was wrong i was wrong
2011-05-10 - bitter better bitter better bittahz
2011-05-09 - quit music forever
2011-05-08 - he barely sleeps
2011-05-06 - trying to get to where we've always been
2011-05-01 - eyes won't focus
2011-04-09 - [email protected]
2011-03-16 - bad. disregard.
2011-03-11 - i read up on it
2011-03-01 - simple math
2011-02-23 - Exit Mundi, Exeunt Nightmares
2011-02-18 - too much. time for bedz.
2011-02-16 - i heard the worst thing in the world today
2011-02-12 - you look like a photograph of yourself, taken from far, far away
2011-02-11 - lie lie lie, lie lie lie lie lie lie lie, lie lie lie, lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie
2011-02-10 - it literally makes me want to jump off a bridge.
2011-02-01 - i think it's funny that a whole generation of writers is scared to use semi-colons because Kurt Vonnegut said that they're dumb.
2011-01-24 - hot girls know the words to our songs
2011-01-23 - so hit the defrost. COME AT ME BRO.
2011-01-18 - wysiwyg
2011-01-09 - sure you would
2011-01-05 - baber
2011-01-04 - Give him the stick. DON'T GIVE HIM THE STICK.
2010-12-21 - you don't know that. you know that.
2010-12-17 - ARE YOU NOT ENTERTAINED?!
2010-12-16 - maybe i'll start practicing them in my spare time. got plenty of that.
2010-12-14 - toolin' out
2010-11-30 - let's not fight, i'm tired can't we just sleep tonight
2010-11-29 - aaaand this is where you stop checking in on this.
2010-11-25 - I'm going to make a woman very happy someday.
2010-11-18 - oh m-m-myyyyyyy, good b-b-byeeee
2010-11-15 - performing one night only
2010-11-14 - can't be the adults we want to be
2010-11-13 - making the most of the time that you have has never been easy. but you're getting better. i know, i know.
2010-11-12 - i can't go to sleep
2010-11-08 - I have a picture of her that I love, but I think she'd be mad if I posted it...
2010-11-05 - misreable evening. tl;dnr
2010-11-01 - it's all I could ever ask of death
2010-11-01 - facebook literally has no bearing on my life. shut. up.
2010-10-29 - Don't worry, this won't become my tumblr. I just...really...um...like this song.
2010-10-22 - well...that took a turn for the worse
2010-10-19 - for free
2010-09-25 - summer, in memoriam
2010-09-24 - Well, it's debatable. Movie trivia is pretty interesting.
2010-09-23 - Start Without Me
2010-09-19 - mike, destroyer of worlds
2010-09-16 - late nights in cafes, I didn't even get to perform
2010-09-15 - my best friends' band
2010-09-11 - oh the questions she has
2010-09-10 - Dad Triptych
2010-09-07 - the best I could do with a full moon
2010-08-21 - don't stop talking to me
2010-08-20 - do I divide?
2010-08-18 - I tried to drink myself into oblivion tonight, but I ate too much food and I only went to stupidville
2010-08-16 - it's hard to find a friend
2010-08-15 - a camera phone cannot do this scene justice
2010-08-13 - any and all of you
2010-08-12 - I feel like I'm becoming more unappealing a person every day. Would you agree?
2010-08-11 - peacocking around the mall all the girls look at me and I like it
2010-08-10 - Transatlanticism
2010-08-09 - I destroy so many spider's lives every time I come home.
2010-08-02 - these are two things that are silly in my head
2010-08-01 - Did I Ever?
2010-07-29 - my friends are home, my friends are home, I feel so much better
2010-07-28 - so this was inside of me. foul.
2010-07-27 - new goal: have a lucid dream
2010-07-23 - I can't sleep on my side yet. Back sleeping is a valuable life-skill.
2010-07-21 - the other one is for more specific memories. like a story. here is for touchy-feely-gay stuff.
2010-07-20 - I don't like being put under. I think that's what it's like to die.
2010-07-19 - no pain meds
2010-07-18 - it was good to see the family
2010-07-14 - do I believe in anything?
2010-07-12 - i jumped off a cliff
2010-07-07 - Newton's 4th Law: A man can love more than one woman.
2010-07-06 - I'm writing so much because I have nothing better going on in my life. I'm okay with this.
2010-07-05 - face to face
2010-07-03 - Bridge to Terabithia is next, just you watch
2010-07-03 - GTFOOH
2010-07-02 - K seems so far away
2010-07-01 - I think the worst would be if was COMPLETELY one-sided...I mean...how creepy would that be?
2010-06-30 - I need to talk to B about this
2010-06-28 - these are two separate things, but kel did piss me off yesterday
2010-06-28 - a part of me followed her inside. most of me drove off.
2010-06-26 - Tron Legacy December 17th
2010-06-25 - i thought about settling tonight
2010-06-24 - this is true
2010-06-16 - Bonnarooooooooooooooooo! IS OVER.
2010-06-02 - i like that I can get wireless in this room.
2010-06-01 - die die die
2010-05-31 - but seriously, I look chunky! like WHAT?!
2010-05-30 - Try to ignore how creepy it was that I took a picture of my dad sleeping. Think of it as cute.
2010-05-29 - i might be hearing the birds chirping, in which case I hate myself.
2010-05-27 - she is so not over our argument.
2010-05-25 - chesnutt or bazan, but bazan mostly
2010-05-24 - "he's asked about you when he texts me." awesome, at least he acknowledges that he's hitting on a girl with a boyfriend
2010-05-22 - I think I just want to entertain a different group of people every night. Not everyone wants to do that. So that's why they stay put.
2010-05-18 - I'm talking about the girl in the video. We got into a fight. I never fight with people. Unless they're K.
2010-05-16 - Beat
2010-05-08 - I feel so distant from him, I just want to pick up the phone and call. Wait are we dating?
2010-04-30 - it had, like, FORMULAS in it.
2010-04-25 - but we gotta make some more. keep looking, keep looking.
2010-04-24 - pandora radio is a great treat
2010-04-22 - it never ends
2010-04-20 - survey says: no, you will feel unimportant until you do something important
2010-04-16 - I am going to be such a cliche failure in the next sixth months, so much so that my parents start charging me rent
2010-04-15 - I plugged in my guitar today and fecal matter literally poured out of my shitty Crate amp.
2010-04-14 - i have a lot of photos to catch up on
2010-04-12 - how do you not look like an asshole when you're jealous?
2010-04-07 - body issues
2010-03-22 - normal
2010-03-13 - there is no way to tell
2010-03-11 - Goodnight, K. We're going to lose each other.
2010-02-20 - pleasant thing to do
2010-02-15 - on tour
2010-01-30 - make sure they cremate me
2010-01-24 - leaving soon leaving soon lalalallala
2010-01-20 - Long Live Mike, the Greatest Merch Boy of Them All
2010-01-17 - When I Came Back From Death
2010-01-16 - you mean everything to nothing
2010-01-06 - WHY CAN'T YOU JUST NOT GET PREGNANT ON YOUR PERIOD. IT SHOULD WORK THAT WAY.
2009-12-21 - opening for portugal. the man
2009-12-17 - /K_IN_NYC
2009-12-14 - i was trucking out. you always get sentimental when you're leaving someone you love.
2009-12-11 - bruce springsteen was pretty good in 1984. before that, eh.
2009-12-09 - what am I even doing COME ON SERIOUSLY EVALUATE THIS SHIT BETTER.
2009-12-01 - you can always start a band with me. or anybody.
2009-11-29 - i'm just double checking now, going through the songs. they're okay, right?
2009-11-28 - just to clear that up
2009-11-27 - Iiiiii don't know why I care about what my 40something year old coworker thinks of my taste in music
2009-11-15 - what a lovely day, we made it through the war
2009-11-12 - WATCH OUT BFFLZ LOOK OUT SHE'S SUCH A CHARMER OH NO
2009-11-10 - yeahbuts live in the forest
2009-11-09 - don't wanna live, but i sure don't wanna die
2009-11-02 - B
2009-10-29 - hosef
2009-10-19 - -
2009-10-15 - the second tour
2009-10-14 - some place warmer, maybe
2009-10-02 - where the wild things are OST=epic win
2009-09-25 - another thursday night and i ain't got nobody
2009-09-22 - the guy from sex and the city is crying on SVU right now. SVU never stops.
2009-09-22 - just based on past experiences
2009-09-07 - awww just let it speak for itself
2009-09-06 - i didn't take any pictures of K, so J. Noonz leftovers from the beginning of the month will have to do.
2009-09-01 - balderdash
2009-08-27 - it just happens when you're busy. SUPER BUSY.
2009-08-26 - not the one in the picture
2009-08-24 - you built the walls
2009-08-23 - when you locked me out you still let me listen
2009-08-20 - i hate say anything
2009-08-19 - i love sweating 24 hours a day
2009-08-18 - please tell me this is true
2009-07-31 - the boat at the dock again
2009-07-23 - "you can't text message break up!"
2009-07-21 - no more typing when sleepy
2009-07-20 - koz choe
2009-07-17 - c240 kompressor...TIIIIIIIIITE
2009-07-07 - our tiny tigers are tiny
2009-06-23 - I wonder if I'm dying and I don't even know it.
2009-06-21 - cross-legged
2009-06-06 - 5 1/2 minutes
2009-06-05 - Final words from The House
2009-05-29 - i got stuck in the bathroom today
2009-05-28 - here in rochester
2009-05-27 - i get a one day vacation on vacation
2009-05-25 - JuNu
2009-05-11 - saratoga hospital
2009-05-04 - game over. continue?
2009-05-04 - kiss kiss
2009-04-27 - i hate months.
2009-04-20 - diva night
2009-04-09 - you wanted to be home. well, i'm home. (auditions are stupid.)
2009-04-02 - she always gets so mad, at things you'd laugh at
2009-03-27 - in our bedroom after the war. i hit my head so hard on the wall.
2009-03-23 - got distracted, every minute.
2009-03-11 - old debt new goal
2009-03-03 - waxing stupid. too lazy to write with a pen. friends and the such.
2009-03-02 - broke your throne
2009-02-28 - authentic cadences. tight.
2009-02-06 - you guys are
2009-02-03 - somehow repaired in the meantime
2009-01-30 - the most boring thing i've written in here in a long time. sorry.
2009-01-28 - _n t_ l_f_'s n_xt gr__t adv_nt_re / on to life's next great adventure.
2009-01-20 - "back in london and beyond"
2009-01-15 - stop listening to the circus ep, m. BUT IT'S SO GOOD I CAN'T.
2009-01-14 - it was a big rock
2009-01-13 - Yggdrasil
2008-12-30 - love seeing the family
2008-12-29 - padre
2008-12-24 - yoooo
2008-12-21 - hermano menor
2008-12-20 - londres
2008-12-16 - GOD
2008-12-10 - berenger and the tramp and jerry are my buddies for the next 6 days
2008-12-08 - she will stay with him through sickness. but she wants to leave real bad.
2008-12-07 - whip myself scorned
2008-12-05 - dan
2008-12-02 - home felt like home
2008-12-01 - one of my oldest friends
2008-11-26 - DAD?!
2008-11-24 - 10-minutes of campus fame
2008-11-24 - K
2008-11-12 - "i miss whoop."
2008-11-03 - not a paying gig, but i'll take it
2008-10-21 - jessie took this
2008-10-16 - and getting to know my camera a little bit better
2008-10-13 - hide
2008-10-08 - proximo
2008-10-05 - i'll play some more tonight
2008-10-04 - deterioration
2008-10-03 - the reading. that's not my name, btw.
2008-10-02 - notunique sky
2008-09-30 - six characters in search
2008-09-30 - crash
2008-09-28 - bouncing flashes
2008-09-26 - xposted times infinity
2008-09-25 - noise from upstairs
2008-09-23 - closer. play something good, itunes. seriously.
2008-09-23 - i'll have more pictures
2008-09-21 - why is there a light in all of my pictures
2008-09-12 - i'm back in business, motherfuckers.
2008-09-04 - it's thursday. stop having a party, neighbors.
2008-08-21 - inhibitors
2008-08-14 - anniv
2008-08-10 - resuscitate to die
2008-08-05 - procrastinate for half an hour
2008-07-25 - I also don't want to incite you to follow this path in your head
2008-07-12 - these are two places i worked at
2008-07-03 - try again tomorrow night
2008-06-21 - making it a bigger deal than it
2008-06-21 - everybody's got to learn sometime, beck's version is better
2008-06-18 - actually i didn't
2008-06-11 - the loook on your faaaace, it's delicate
2008-05-27 - one week and 5 days to fulfill tord's prophecy.
2008-05-07 - eh huh just lyke daaaat
2008-04-10 - this might not be the best place to write this, but
2008-03-02 - wasting my time. wasting my time! no, no, I have a job to do here.
2008-02-28 - find someone new. just kidding, don't look.
2008-02-21 - better imagine that
2008-02-17 - i was just guessing
2008-01-18 - "you know you're still my bfflz, right?" no. i don't. i don't know that.
2008-01-14 - keep on keepin' on
2008-01-13 - "i pretty much just took the spear of awkwardness and thrust it through both of us."
2008-01-11 - send him to alaska when you can
2007-12-29 - see ya round
2007-12-18 - up, down
2007-12-07 - so do it
2007-12-01 - on all fronts
2007-11-30 - I do have friends. Just the sleeping part is bad.
2007-11-24 - worst time ever to play "do you know what this is right now?"
2007-11-15 - Megaman...I really didn't get that at all when he said it. I still bet they were making fun of me.
2007-11-14 - hold on to who you love
2007-11-04 - follow through
2007-10-29 - "Ha ha. You have three girlfriends."
2007-10-24 - compelled to write something before i try on sleep
2007-10-05 - saturday they're doing it again
2007-09-22 - I
2007-09-04 - ahh ahhh ahhh ahhh uhhhhh.
2007-08-29 - i must go out and look at it.
2007-08-25 - seriously. every second is just awkward. [html MASTAAAAAAA]
2007-08-14 - "I feel...this...great...pressure"
2007-07-29 - saying stuff is dumb. most of the time.
2007-07-23 - Easy Solutions. So Easy. So Easy.
2007-06-25 - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHM SO SORRRYYYYYYY TO HEAR THAT
2007-06-16 - don't call me by my full name. if only they would.
2007-06-01 - (none) but really will regret this tomorrow
2007-04-08 - looking through photos for people i find things
2007-03-24 - weezer is playing and i can't even spell it riight, no matter how hard I try try try be coooolllllllllll
2007-03-23 - oh oh oh, right, no one.
2007-03-21 - I don't waste that much time on the internet, really. this took me thirty seconds.
2007-03-15 - team o
2007-01-28 - bawleeted
2007-01-04 - What it's like to die.
2007-01-01 - i originally wanted to die tomorrow, while under anesthesia, but then how would that sit on the doctor's shoulders...I wouldn't wish that on anyone
2006-12-31 - simultaneously, right now, this
2006-12-29 - Glassjaw. I'm happy I didn't leave the pit when I had the chance. That would have been a pussy thing to do. I was so hardcore mouthing words that I didn't know. but seriously, two tabs of mescaline was the best. I knew that song. hard
2006-12-18 - It sounds like you want to be a little kid in a grown up's body
2006-12-08 - aoooooooooooh music makes me lose control!! it is so ooooooo true!
2006-12-06 - www.myspace.com/sallyboy
2006-11-23 - God and the Devil are Raging Inside of Me
2006-11-20 - In a few weeks I'll look back on this and it will be solved. Hopefully.
2006-10-25 - Dom
2006-10-22 - Oh My I AM So Tiredddd
2006-10-17 - I still feel like you're in control, though! don't worry!
2006-10-11 - maybe it was a bad idea to start writing here again
2006-10-10 - Sometimes I see everyone else writing, and I just have to do it myself.
2006-09-23 - Zoning out at concerts
2006-09-17 - At Least That's What You Said, Live is a fun song!
2006-09-02 - My Own Room
2006-08-12 - i may have your heart; he has your body
2006-08-03 - OOOOOOOHmagash
2006-07-26 - Radiohead.
2006-07-06 - bulimic
2006-07-02 - forgetting is like falling asleep. you can never remember at what point you drifted off. maybe that's just me.
2006-06-27 - Everyday, I guess that means you're winning
2006-03-10 - okay time to go home now. Should we stop at CVS taxi man? Yes, we should, but I doubt we will.
2006-03-08 - Name takes new meaning as feelings from the old come to the new and kjfasdglasdflakssssssss THE SUM IS 41.
2006-01-29 - I'm down but not out and far from done.
2006-01-26 - "I think your first picture was fantastic."
2006-01-24 - I want to IM you and apologize for calling
2006-01-17 - great story but I don't feel like writing a lot
2006-01-07 - I could have just waited a year and put this in my other diary.
2005-12-09 - Hrhahrharahhrharhha Mike you are so witty and no, I didn't really get a boner...and yes I did think of writing this while I was in Calculus class after I got excited about the FTofC
2005-12-06 - Oh...
2005-12-03 - A Beautiful Mind
2005-11-29 - It's okay, it's in the past. Still assessing the situation.
2005-11-21 - Because You've
2005-11-18 - ET
2005-11-16 - An Attempt at a Comeback...yeah okay pffffffffff
2005-11-02 - This was on my suitemate's door. It made me think you'd come and wrote it without me knowing.
2005-10-19 - Weepel...Oh, you, Weepel.
2005-10-17 - That was the happiest thing I've heard.
2005-10-13 - "Behold, Galvatron!"
2005-10-10 - I think it's been over a year since then...
2005-10-07 - FEB 15
2005-10-03 - This probably would've made more sense in Jamaal's diary
2005-09-30 - find my way back
2005-09-07 - This is not me. But I could do so much more.
2005-09-06 - well, it's actually more specific than that
2005-09-04 - This is the first day of my life...no it really is, figuratively speaking.
2005-08-22 - I was going to rant about music, but it's not worth it
2005-08-16 - It was the last night of karate, but I feel bummed like I usually do so it's not a big deal
2005-07-31 - I did this at camp while I was supposed to be watching children, so don't you dare think that you're not in my thoughts and that I don't wish I could be with you
2005-07-30 - About Dan
2005-07-11 - Will you?
2005-07-03 - You'll Get It In Time
2005-06-26 - I bet a lot of people write "it's time for bed" when they end some sort of journal entry. I'm just going by my and one other person's journal, though.
2005-06-22 - I'm better
2005-06-21 - Alex Caminski
2005-06-19 - -
2005-06-13 - And Now Tord Feels Worthless Because He Sat Around Today Doing Nothing
2005-06-09 - We're famous?
2005-06-05 - I wanted to make you laugh at the end of this entry, so excuse the inside joke if you don't get it
2005-06-04 - Thank you, too
2005-05-16 - mmmmm....iced delicious...drown my sorrows away in ice cream. don't you hate it when you type "soandso.ocm"
2005-05-10 - jerk. you are a jerk. I think if she ever says that, I will die.
2005-05-09 - LALA JESUS AND SERVING LALALA
2005-05-08 - no, I'll just wait
2005-05-03 - wow.
2005-04-26 - Too much. I already want to erase.
2005-04-07 - it's funny because...well...you get it...no? okay sounds cool aaaaaaaaaaaaaauuughhhhhhhhh
2005-04-06 - Once Again, NO!
2005-04-03 - My Crunchy Granola
2005-03-28 - Welcome to Skidmore
2005-03-18 - no no just let me rest
2005-03-17 - LALALALALA MOOSIC
2005-03-07 - 2nd paragraph and 3rd are not related
2005-03-06 - 2 AM nights after shows are the worst. I'm too tired to be hating myself.
2005-03-03 - O
2005-02-27 - I want a digital camera, so I can take pictures of all of the things that you leave on me (i.e. bruises and writing)
2005-02-24 - Heart. Break. I'm listening to the "EMO-SUPA" playlist on iTunes.
2005-02-18 - wussiest male ever
2005-02-09 - It's okay, it's okay, shh, shh, my baby boy, my baby forever, my baby you'll be.
2005-02-08 - December
2005-01-28 - Pathetic.
2005-01-26 - Once again, you can change all of the you's to I's
2005-01-24 - If you change all the "you"s to "me" then it sounds less like a stupid narrative and more like a diary entry.
2005-01-17 - I won't be closing for a while
2005-01-10 - "This is Not a Drill"
2005-01-05 - I smiled more than I planned today.
2005-01-02 - Self disgust is self-obsession, and honey...
2005-01-02 - Be My Topanga
2004-12-31 - And I hate myself
2004-12-26 - I just put five wine bottles in the recycling bin
2004-12-26 - Here I Sit Waiting Beside the Tree, All By Myself
2004-12-20 - and yes, I'm back
2004-03-26 - Fin.
2004-03-25 - A GHOST! (RICK JAMES, BITCH!)
2004-03-24 - NATIONAL ME! NATIONAL YOU! NATIONAL CHEATED ON YOUR HISTORY TEST (not me)!
2004-03-24 - Oooh boy, me feel like breakey some laws...but it's not too bad.
2004-03-23 - War Letters Home
2004-03-21 - (as "woo-hoo" blur song plays [okay, maybe it's not really playing, but it's funnier if you play it while i say it])
2004-03-20 - Who Names a Song "Jaws Theme Swimming"?
2004-03-16 - I Know It's Not "Finishing" It, But It's Still the Last Page
2004-03-15 - Dammit, I Changed Again
2004-03-14 - I'm Sinking Like a Stone in the Sea
2004-03-08 - BELL RING!
2004-03-07 - humming to you (my voice cracks)
2004-03-05 - pick a point on the globe, the picture's the same
2004-03-05 - well, can't say i didn't try
2004-03-02 - I swear, it was this close to summer today (raises eyebrows, "i love you!")
2004-03-01 - time to go to campus ministry
2004-02-27 - ...fucking guitar strings...
2004-02-24 - Let's Hear it for Mike! WOOOOO!!!
2004-02-23 - to handle everyday, like the one that just passed, in the crowds of all the people
2004-01-25 - Emotions Get the Best of Us
2004-01-25 - for you to read while i'm not in the room
2004-01-24 - It's Friday, I'm In Love
2004-01-24 - I Am Not the Enemy
2004-01-22 - Thursday Doesn't Even Start
2004-01-21 - Assignment: Write a Poem About Life In a Style Similar to Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
2004-01-20 - te amo, chica...I mean...I love you
2004-01-20 - revising, revising, revising (simplify, simplify, simplify)
2004-01-20 - Tuesday, Wednesday, Break My Heart
2004-01-19 - **hugs her forever**
2004-01-16 - Sullen Girl
2004-01-16 - playing Arcane with Chuck is fun!
2004-01-15 - yeah, we're alright, to see the sun come up again
2004-01-15 - i picked up the word "incidentally" from The Perks of Being A Wallflower
2004-01-14 - Don't Bide Your Time
2004-01-14 - i can't write in italix so i have to use capitals
2004-01-13 - the worst metaphor...EVER
2004-01-13 - dreams are better when all they do is leave the truth behind
2004-01-12 - An Independent Thinker
2004-01-11 - -
2004-01-11 - she said "DON'T have a bad day"
2004-01-11 - all i have written tonight is "WHY?!"
2004-01-10 - i'm sorry this happened to you
2004-01-09 - my hands
2004-01-09 - nine eleven...make a wish
2004-01-08 - i had so much more to write
2004-01-06 - when you are finished recording, you may hang up or press one
2004-01-06 - But who is you?
2004-01-05 - can you fix me for good?
2004-01-04 - three times in one day...let's you know how good my day was
2004-01-04 - Happy Seis
2004-01-04 - Jackass Penguins
2004-01-01 - goodnight moon
2003-12-29 - He yells at his players when he plays Madden
2003-12-28 - shame on you...I KNOW GIVE IT A REST
2003-12-27 - I AM A FUCKED
2003-12-26 - nothing about Christmas...really
2003-12-25 - yeah...yeah...yeah....
2003-12-23 - happy holidays, you bastard
2003-12-22 - worktime
2003-12-22 - my tank top is too short to be considered straight...i need to change it
2003-12-20 - Kathryn sold 5 cameras today...TO ONE LADY....that's a $ 1000 sale. wow.
2003-12-19 - if this makes any sense
2003-12-19 - um...
2003-12-18 - kill it, buddy
2003-12-17 - i called you. you weren't there. i missed you. yeah, i still love you.
2003-12-16 - "you guys did a super spiffy job at that palladium show"
2003-12-15 - Well I'm Back, I guess
2003-10-22 - So Sorry, It's Over
2003-10-20 - she didn't deserve it
2003-10-19 - even she notices
2003-10-19 - oxymorons are amazing
2003-10-14 - my god is not the one that you want to see
2003-10-07 - a complaining hypocrite
2003-09-25 - not so dead
2003-09-22 - overanalysis of the weekend
2003-09-18 - it's so easy
2003-09-17 - i get the intranet and the world ends
2003-09-16 - not gonna happen